So im doing great considerring that it's been hectic for the last week and a half. It was thankfully calm today and yesterday wasn't so bad either.

I love my honey more than I can say. He is on his way right now and then he doen't know it but we are going in the dark basement to watch a scary movie.

Life is okay but I really can't wait for everything to go back to normal so that it will be calmer.

Last night was a really bad night for me and so i did something new and went to Joe and cried. It's weird crying to someone but it was better because I had someone to talk to. I hate crying in front of people. It was all so stupid though. My mother needs to learn to stop yelling and be reasonable. I fealt so sick though going to him and loosing my cool i n front of him then we got my comfort food and all was well. What is my comfort food? McDonalds. yeah pretty pathetic.
Relationship is good. it's just so danm good knowing you are not alone and can talk about anything and everything. I don't know what i would do without Joe there. I am so very thankful that I have him. A little difficult getting used to though when I really didn't have anyone I ever trusted so completely with every little thing whether it be stupid or sad or embarrassing.

just thought i would let everyone know hat the official temp outside was -11 but my car said at one point it was -16. I would like to say that no I did not enjoy walking to class it was too fricken cold. I am still thawing my buns. Anyway it's cold. Be careful guys.

Things are going good. i have no time because I am hanging with my boy. Oh well I have work and school too, but half of the time while I am at those i think of him.

Not a lot to say really. I am waiting to go shopping with mom cuz she asked me if i would and I said yes. Joe is at his papa's. And I had potatoes and eggs for brunch... Anyway chat later.

I got my Christmas gift...:) lalalalalalalaaa! I am so happy... I get to use it from this day forward and I can say screw the cold. hahahaha!

In other news...
I guess i don't have a lot to say. I have been going to work and keeping busy. Doing other things... living a life...

Um... being happy...

I'm worried about my cat... I am taking him to the vet tomorrow so wish me luck.

Got to go cold case is starting and that will be my down time tonight.

got the new skirt I have been wanting for the last two weeks. It was still there so I said if it was I would get it. Mom who said she hated it said she loved it and is thinking I am lying about showing her this one... why?... So i am happy.

I started a really good book. It's called Pearl and i can't remember the author. It takes place in the early 1900's and Pearl runs away to montana because she doesn't want to marry a man with five children because her dad wants her to. She wants to be a teacher for life and she knows she won't be ALLOWED. She meets another woman who turned a bar and it's women into a respectable inn. They are both learning a lot about the simple life and hard work where there are so few people and I just find the whole thing fasinating. A lot of the things I never knew and to learn about history while reading a great story line.

Work is work and lately the managers have been grouchy and even when I try being upbeat because I don't want them to ruin my day they manage it. Today we had two women who were shoplifters and we knew it so they kept getting confronted and we couldn't prove theey stole anything so we sent their picture to other stores. I hope they get caught. They were actually scary yelling at people and disturbing customers. they kept asking people for bags and boxes and we kept telling them we are not allowed and they had fits. Tey upset a lot of the workers and some who did not realize what was going on at first tried helping them and so the manager at the time snapped at them from what i heard. I came right after they left and it took me a while to get anyone talking because they were gittery.

Anywho. I am alive and tired. got up at six and went to school then strait to work and got off at 7:30. Then of course i had to do my shopping...

I am doing okay. Have a cold but not nearly as bad as yesterday. Yesterday i went into work and we don't have som many people on Sundays working, but we were short three people and a fourth for a while. my manager said she would try to get me out of there early because I ws sick but I was the only one in my section and there were lots of people. The person who was suposed to work with me didn't show up, and Mary forgot to scedule someone else for another section. So most people were covering more than one section but me and that's because I have a huge section! So I got to leave and hour early and that means I only missed out on a half hour of pay. i didn't take my lunch. I hope they did okay and I really feel bad but I was miserable and everyone was avoiding me because they don't want the employees to get sick. That would be bad.

Anyway not a lot else going on. My brother is now back at school, and not so happy about it. He was enjoying the attention and spoiling going on. School is fun if not challenging. One of classes requires that I go out and do an interview and a whole bunch of other stuff with going out and seeking out stuff related to the class. He has a goal in mind of not just letting us do research but getting us involved and seeing the real world. I think his methods are actialy very good.

on the phone with my dad cuz I haven't talked to him in like three weeks besides the few minutes yesterday. So I am just gonna write a few random things since I haven't been on in th longest time.

work sucks. hours all over the board. this week a total of 26 & 1/2 over six days. Next week they gave me seven. I picked up four and a half more so hopefully someone else wants to give me more.

i have a dream the other night that a lady with a service dog came in a kids were trying to touch it which is a no-no. so then that day we had a girl come in and kids were trying to touch it so i grabbed her and wrang her up because that has got to be stressful. So i told my friend karen about my dream and then later that it happenned. She said she had a dream too last night about being pregnant. So before she came into work she went with her mom and saw a psychic and not having mentioned her dream the lady told her she was pregnant. so she just wanted to leave work to find out and it was just amusing.

anyway i have to go.

P.S. i spent 265 at work in one day... that's only counting the stuff i am keeping.

well I started work and it's going good. It was a little harder today because i didn't fall asleep till nearly two then was up at six and then estimated wrong on how long it would take to get to work. I got there on time but cut it close. I love the people I work with they are all crazy. i think it's sad most of them are women. but for the most part everyone I have met has character and are fun to be with.

Sorry your first day of school wasn't so easy and you don't like econ katlyn. I hope it gets better. But think about how little time you actually have to dedicate to the class.

Drea... did you find out if it's a boy or girl yet. i thought you said the 21 of june and now I am wondering if i heard you wrong... i want to know. I want to go shopping for you. You should make one of the list for things you will need for the baby.

Cassie I am incredibly bored. No one is home and no one is going to be home till after one. Then on sat they are gone again. I am not sure when heather gets back.

next week i only work three days so if anyone wants to do something give me a call. I need a life. Amazingly enough i haven't been reading as much. i have read two books in five days so like four maybe five in two weeks. i have so many though that i do want to read but when i get tired I don't have the energy to sit and be lazy.

anyway i hope everything is good for all y'all. take care and I will take to soem of you soon others later.